Though life is short, I continue 2 hav birthday again..

Though dis special times, like dis day..seem it’s nicest ones by far..
how wonderful n very lovingly celebrating da day wif u..
u surely know you’re loved a lot,each day n the whole year through …
n u’re always wished the special things dat mean the most 2 me…Thanks b..4 da wonderful day n gift.. Luv u so much.. :’)

Thank You

My tea’s gone cold, I’m wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
and I can’t see at all
And even if I could it’d all be grey,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it’s not so bad,
it’s not so bad

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay,
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there’ll be hell today,
I’m late for work again
And even if I’m there, they’ll all imply
that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it’s not so bad,
it’s not so bad and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life

Push the door, I’m home at last
and I’m soaking through and through
Then you hand me a towel
and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down,
I wouldn’t have a clue
Because you’re near me and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life

(By Dido)

Now, i leave the weak to follow the path of the strong to realize that in itself is a large step forward… i realized…CINTA sebenarnye..tak semestinya bersatu.. Menyintai sebenarnye..tak bererti memiliki.. CINTA sebenarnye..perlukan pengorbanan..CINTA perlukan persefahaman..CINTA perlukan kekuatan.. kerana… CINTA itu penuh dugaan.. :’(

Tapi..dlm pade tu aku ade gak terime advice dr org yg aku x sangke2 ni,her name is Lynnda,huiih..advice dier bkn main lg..mcm dier sorng je org kt dunia ni yg baik..blom paper lg dh berlagak..parasit  giler pompuan nih..sure luar
nampak baik giler babi, jenis sumer org tua berkenan nak wat menantu..tapi hati busuk, pendengki, talam due muke.. whatever she said about qada’ n qadar n about jaz sympathy not love..jaz remember la.. klu kita bina kebahgiaan diatas airmata orang lain, hubungan tu takkan kekal..tp aku doakn korang  bahagie.. n satu lagi kite ni manusia.. jgn la suke2 judge org tu pernah ker tdk mintak pertolongan dgn tuhan..kalo rase diri dh beriman sgt..jgn suke masuk campur hal org..kesian pade bakal tunang ko dpt org yg penyibuk mcm ko..

To all my frens, my lovely housemates n a speacial fren of mine - SMA :
thanks coz being there when i’m down..
thanks coz dont let me give up in my life..
thanks coz told me to keep holding on..
thanks coz told me to dont ever quit..
thanks coz told me dat everything will be okey..
thanks coz told me to keep smiling..

Thanks..
milions of thanks…
I really appreciate it so much..

I DON’T LOVE YOU
When you go
Don’t ever think I’ll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I’ll be off to find another way

When after all this time that you still owe
You’re still, the good-for-nothing I don’t know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
“I don’t love you
Like I did
Yesterday”

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It’s where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar’s just another blow

So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
“I don’t love you
Like I did
Yesterday”

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
“I don’t love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday”

I don’t love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don’t love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday …

( By My Chemical Romance)

Last night u told me dat we were through,n all the time, I thought dat your love was true..but u know u hurt me when u wanna let me go..
u always told me, we’d never, ever part..but now u turn around n break my heart..i know it’s not your intention to do it so..but u hurt me, u really hurt me so…
I’m beggin’ for same old u coz my life is now at stake,n if u don’t u’re gonna drive me to da grave…u hurt me more than i ever thought dat u could.. :’(

BERHENTI BERHARAP

Aku tak percaya lagi
Dengan apa yang kau beri
Aku terdampar disini
Tersudut menunggu mati
Aku tak percaya lagi
Akan guna matahari
Yang dulu mampu terangi
Sudut gelap hati ini

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat
Kenapa ada derita
Bila bahagia tercipta
Kenapa ada sang hitam
Bila putih menyenangkan

Aku pulang…
Tanpa dendam
Ku terima kekalahanku
Aku pulang…
Tanpa dendam
Ku salutkan kemenanganmu

Kau ajarkan aku bahagia
Kau ajarkan aku derita
Kau tunjukan aku bahagia
Kau tunjukan aku derita
Kau berikan aku bahagia
Kau berikan aku derita

Aku pulang…
Tanpa dendam
Ku terima kekalahanku
Rebahkan tangguhmu
Lepaskan perlahan
Kau akan mengerti
Semua…

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat..

(BY SHIELA ON 7)

Yup, the title pretty much says it all…My beloved cat, Boyot, died last week… :’( abah aku jumpe dier kat bwh motor (tempat favorite “yot” tido) looked like he was asleep in pain..abah ckp “yot” dh sakit 2 3 hari sbom dier mati..maybe dier keracunan..sape la yg jht sgt tergamak bagi racun kt kucing..biar tuhan jer yg balas perbuatan jht 2… “yot” just died and he was only 3 year.. adik aku put its grave at backyard of my house..x sangke boyot dh mati…so now i dont hav any cat in house, it felt so boring when yot not around.. :’( gle aku windu sgt kt kucing aku. ..why did u have to die..? :’( :’(

Rainbow Bridge

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together….

hmm…kind of lil sad title of dis post rite..?well actually i jaz got it from 1 of my fav anime song…really got nothing to do..actually byk keje..fyp pn byk gle x siap lg..asyik berlengah jer keje..bile nak siap pn xtau..its about a month i’m like dis…kinnda boring i guess…waiting…waiting…waiting…gosh! i really hate it…!!can’t u get it?i can’t b like dis..boring?? lonely?? patience?? distance?? craps..!!! whatever it called..!!

yes,i gotta be strong!! 4 u i will….

I Write Sins Not Tragedies

Oh, well imagine, as I’m pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can’t help but to hear, no I can’t help but to hear an exchanging of words:
“What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!” says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
“And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom’s bride is a whore.”

I’d chime in with a “Haven’t you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!”
No, it’s much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I’d chime in, “Haven’t you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!”
No, it’s much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of…

Well in fact, well I’ll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne
Oh! Well in fact, well I’ll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne

I’d chime in with a “Haven’t you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!”
No, it’s much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I’d chime in, “Haven’t you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!”
No, it’s much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again…

I’d chime in, “Haven’t you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!”
No, it’s much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I’d chime in, “Haven’t you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!”
No, it’s much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again…

(By Panic at da disco)

Here in dis destiny….
i will live and lurv….
hate being ignored….
lurv 2 be wif u….

here in this destiny,
I am wiser than I used 2 be
serene as a peaceful dove
no time 4 hate, just lurv..

now in dis destiny,
i stop 2 see moments of time,
coz i luv da moment when u walked came 2 me,
luv da moment when u drove a car wif me,
luv da moment when u cooked 4 me,
luv da moment when u listened 2 my mp3,
luv da moment when u sit rite beside of me,
luv da moment when u holded my hand n listened to ur fav songs,
gosh! i really luv everythin bout the way u lovin me..

so please stay and listen 2 me, coz i jaz wanna tell you what my heart is feelin’ inside
n maybe dat will help u 2 realize dat my luv 4 u is getting stronger and high..Da pover of fate n destiny n da moments i spend wif u is jaz the precious time i ever had…

You’ll Be Safe Here

Nobody knows
Just why we’re here
Could it be fate
Or random circumstance
At the right place
At the right time
Two roads intertwine

And if the universe conspired
To meld our lives
To make us
Fuel and fire
Then know
Where ever you will be
So too shall I be

Close your eyes
Dry your tears
‘Coz when nothing seems clear
You’ll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You’ll be safe here

Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong

And though the world would
Never understand
This unlikely union
And why it still stands
Someday we will be set free.
Pray and believe

When the light disappears
And when this world’s insincere
You’ll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I’ll scream with you
You’ll be safe here

Save your eyes
From your tears
When everything’s unclear
You’ll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Wounded heart

When the light disappears
And when this world’s insincere
You’ll be safe here

When nobody hears you scream
I’ll scream with you
You’ll be safe here

In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You’ll be safe here

When no one understands
I’ll believe
You’ll be safe,
You’ll be safe
You’ll be safe here
Put your heart in my hands
You’ll be safe here…

(By Rivermaya)

1 more week to da final exam…last week was a kelam kabut week @ minggu wat assingment last minute..huhuhu…next week ni tinggal 2 more presentations, then dis thursday aku nak balik kuantan jumpe my parent, dari lepas raye aritu aku x balik2, windu bangat ni..tapi..x lege gak..final project nye proposal pn x wat lg..dh la kne tukar tajuk..pulak tu aku pn x finalized lg nak wat ape..susah btul la… nak dekat2 final ni la mcm2 hal plak…rase mcm skejap jerk sem ni…sedar2 dh dekat final exam..cam hampeh jer dis sem..btul ke ni? wake up!!!!! stop dreamming!! lg seminggu je lg nak final exam oi..!!!
Last week ade la gak aku pi men bowling and karaoke…bunguk, x sedar diri keje byk x setel..lepas tension la sgt..hampeh!!!

Nyata Dan Maya

Kulihat indah hari depanmu
Mentari sentiasa
Menerangi

Bumi indah di telapak kakimu
Bumi yang ditelapak kakimu
Kan terbentang menjadi
Oh milikmu
Cekallah sayang
Dalam menempuhi
Dunia ini
Saban hari
Adakalanya
Mendung jua kunjung
Bersabarlah

Ku kan selalu denganmu,kasih
Dalam jasadku yang nyata atau maya
Kerana ku terlalu mengendah
Suka dukamu setiap ketika

Ku kan selalu denganmu,kasih
Dalam kau bertatih atau kau berlari
Andai kau jatuh kubantu(kau)bangun
(oh sayang)semula
Andai kau jatuh ku bantu kau bangun semula

Ku tahu kau pastikan bersinar
Bagai sebutir bintang
Gemerlapan

Keyakinan kau bukannya kosong
Lahir dari hati yang
Kenalimu..

(By Search)
(Gothik Malam Edan)

Selamat berpuasa semue…bulan puase dtg lg, kali ni x mcm kat micet dulu kan..dulu best..skarang bukn x best,cume kureng…pape pun puase kat memane pun same jer..tetap xbley mkn n xbley minum..jaz environment..last week aku berbuke pose kat umh nenek..sian nenek sakit aku,puase n raye tahun ni sure x seronok bg nenek..nenek x bley wat keje berat..wat kuih pun die dh x larat..smoga Allah panjangkan umur nenek n smoge nenek sentiasa sihat…besides dat,aku windu gle nak balik kuantan, nak bukak puase ngan my mum,my dad my sis n my brothers…nak balik minggu ni jugak, coz tension gle aku dis week…minggu benci sedunia…hate that, hate this, hate u, hate them, hate me, hate everything that means nothing…but thanks god i found u..keep me calm, safe n be a shoulder for me to cry on… :’(

NOTHING

Pessimistic view of a dead eye has no return
It crawls into the valleys of wonder and nothing
Its emptiness filled the lungs of a lunatic groom
The sweet, sleep sound of nightmares
when everything is devourved yet preserved.

Learn, one must
Face the face of nothingness
with open arms….

BAD DAY

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion’s gone away
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You’re faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life’s been way off line
You’re falling to pieces every time
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

Because you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I’m not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You’ve seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

(By Daniel Powter)

Hmmm..hepy holiday everyone..enjoy ke holiday kali ni? pd aku..holiday x mcm holiday pun..holish** lg ade….boring gle…asyik duk umh mkn,tdo,tgk tv…then mkn, tdo, tgk tv lagi..lagi, lagi n lagi….balik KL smule ari ahad ni…more assignments…classes…final year project…quiz…test…huhuhu… busannye…wish my beloved tomei was here…everyday miz him… :’(

For You I Will

Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can’t have
Like you and the way that you’re twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I’m not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, i’ve crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can’t have
But I’ve got to try
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room
I would

That’s what I’d do, That’s what I’d do to get through to you

I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can’t have
But I’ve got to try
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will

(By Teddy Geiger)

Say welcome 2 this new semester..nothing much speacial than other semester,just in different situation…new places, new class, new lab n not forgetting my new frens…(dak tampin yg mcm lotter tu..huhuhu..perasan la tu.. ;P) hope kawan aku tu xde la asyik slalu kne food poisoning n terseliuh kaki jerk ek..bwk2 la byk mkn sayur..kuat skit antibodi…huhuhu..

Rumah sewa kat pandan jaya ni okey la jgk..housemate pun okey..just yg x laratnyer tinggi sgt..tingkat 5..adeh..fitness! huhuhu…kemudahan kat sini boleh tahan la..mkn x susah..kalo malas basuh baju kedai dobi ade sberang jln..cc pun ade tempat aku dok men tenet ni..neighbors pun okey..just umh jauh skit la nak pi class..kne tukar 2 tren gak la..

Kelas lak time baru2 camni asyik xde jerk, punyer semangat nek sem baru ni nak pi kelas,,kelas lak asyik cancell jerk..timetable ari2 ade kelas,yg bengangnye ari2 kelas pagi…huhuhuhu, ari2 kne bgn pagi..petang plak busan..so aku decide nak keje part time..then maybe next week aku start keje..income pun masuk, bley la nak saving…

Ratu - Lelaki Buaya Darat

lihatlah pada diriku
aku cantik dan menarik
dan kau mulai dekati aku

ku beri sgalanya
cinta harta dan jiwaku
tapi kau malah menghilang
bagai hantu tak tau malu

lelaki buaya darat
busyet aku tertipu lagi
mulutnya manis sekali
tapi hati bagai serigala

ku tertipu lagi
ku tertipu lagi

ku beri sgalanya
cinta harta dan jiwaku
tapi kau malah menghilang
bagai hantu sakitnya aku

mungkin aku bodoh
mungkin aku naif
atau mungkin memang kamu
penjahat wanita

tapi untung nya
aku masih punya kekasih yang lain
tapi mengapa aku
masih saja tertipu olehnya

(By RATU)