am i a hazard to myself ???

Now, i leave the weak to follow the path of the strong to realize that in itself is a large step forward… i realized…CINTA sebenarnye..tak semestinya bersatu.. Menyintai sebenarnye..tak bererti memiliki.. CINTA sebenarnye..perlukan pengorbanan..CINTA perlukan persefahaman..CINTA perlukan kekuatan.. kerana… CINTA itu penuh dugaan.. :’(

Tapi..dlm pade tu aku ade gak terime advice dr org yg aku x sangke2 ni,her name is Lynnda,huiih..advice dier bkn main lg..mcm dier sorng je org kt dunia ni yg baik..blom paper lg dh berlagak..parasit  giler pompuan nih..sure luar
nampak baik giler babi, jenis sumer org tua berkenan nak wat menantu..tapi hati busuk, pendengki, talam due muke.. whatever she said about qada’ n qadar n about jaz sympathy not love..jaz remember la.. klu kita bina kebahgiaan diatas airmata orang lain, hubungan tu takkan kekal..tp aku doakn korang  bahagie.. n satu lagi kite ni manusia.. jgn la suke2 judge org tu pernah ker tdk mintak pertolongan dgn tuhan..kalo rase diri dh beriman sgt..jgn suke masuk campur hal org..kesian pade bakal tunang ko dpt org yg penyibuk mcm ko..

To all my frens, my lovely housemates n a speacial fren of mine - SMA :
thanks coz being there when i’m down..
thanks coz dont let me give up in my life..
thanks coz told me to keep holding on..
thanks coz told me to dont ever quit..
thanks coz told me dat everything will be okey..
thanks coz told me to keep smiling..

Thanks..
milions of thanks…
I really appreciate it so much..

I DON’T LOVE YOU
When you go
Don’t ever think I’ll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I’ll be off to find another way

When after all this time that you still owe
You’re still, the good-for-nothing I don’t know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
“I don’t love you
Like I did
Yesterday”

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It’s where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar’s just another blow

So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
“I don’t love you
Like I did
Yesterday”

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
“I don’t love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday”

I don’t love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don’t love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday …

( By My Chemical Romance)

Last night u told me dat we were through,n all the time, I thought dat your love was true..but u know u hurt me when u wanna let me go..
u always told me, we’d never, ever part..but now u turn around n break my heart..i know it’s not your intention to do it so..but u hurt me, u really hurt me so…
I’m beggin’ for same old u coz my life is now at stake,n if u don’t u’re gonna drive me to da grave…u hurt me more than i ever thought dat u could.. :’(

BERHENTI BERHARAP

Aku tak percaya lagi
Dengan apa yang kau beri
Aku terdampar disini
Tersudut menunggu mati
Aku tak percaya lagi
Akan guna matahari
Yang dulu mampu terangi
Sudut gelap hati ini

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat
Kenapa ada derita
Bila bahagia tercipta
Kenapa ada sang hitam
Bila putih menyenangkan

Aku pulang…
Tanpa dendam
Ku terima kekalahanku
Aku pulang…
Tanpa dendam
Ku salutkan kemenanganmu

Kau ajarkan aku bahagia
Kau ajarkan aku derita
Kau tunjukan aku bahagia
Kau tunjukan aku derita
Kau berikan aku bahagia
Kau berikan aku derita

Aku pulang…
Tanpa dendam
Ku terima kekalahanku
Rebahkan tangguhmu
Lepaskan perlahan
Kau akan mengerti
Semua…

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat..

(BY SHIELA ON 7)