am i a hazard to myself ???

Selamat berpuasa semue…bulan puase dtg lg, kali ni x mcm kat micet dulu kan..dulu best..skarang bukn x best,cume kureng…pape pun puase kat memane pun same jer..tetap xbley mkn n xbley minum..jaz environment..last week aku berbuke pose kat umh nenek..sian nenek sakit aku,puase n raye tahun ni sure x seronok bg nenek..nenek x bley wat keje berat..wat kuih pun die dh x larat..smoga Allah panjangkan umur nenek n smoge nenek sentiasa sihat…besides dat,aku windu gle nak balik kuantan, nak bukak puase ngan my mum,my dad my sis n my brothers…nak balik minggu ni jugak, coz tension gle aku dis week…minggu benci sedunia…hate that, hate this, hate u, hate them, hate me, hate everything that means nothing…but thanks god i found u..keep me calm, safe n be a shoulder for me to cry on… :’(

NOTHING

Pessimistic view of a dead eye has no return
It crawls into the valleys of wonder and nothing
Its emptiness filled the lungs of a lunatic groom
The sweet, sleep sound of nightmares
when everything is devourved yet preserved.

Learn, one must
Face the face of nothingness
with open arms….

BAD DAY

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion’s gone away
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You’re faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life’s been way off line
You’re falling to pieces every time
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

Because you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don’t need no carryin’ on

You had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don’t lie
You’re coming back down and you really don’t mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I’m not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don’t know
You tell me don’t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You’ve seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

(By Daniel Powter)