am i a hazard to myself ???

Its about 2 month i dont speak to my father, i know i’m such a bad daughter but i really cant stand to heard such a crap dat he said to me, maybe im too ego, maybe im too emotional..we’re always argue about anything, perhaps we’ll never understand each other anymore…
silent doesn’t mean that i agreed, if that were so, then I would say, why bother? but there are things I know I’ll never see, I’m sure his heart knows what I don’t yet know.. He want only that I grow up acording to him, but i know what right is, and what don’t…I have to learn to wield my inner light, n if I follow him, well, then I won’t…i’m sorry i hav to betray…

To Abah:
I’m really2 sorry for the anger in the air,
Though we fight, my love is always there…

Confessions Of A Broken Heart

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter

and I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better

And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders

Family in crisis that only grows older

Why’d you have to go

Why’d you have to go

Why’d you have to go

Daughter to father, daughter to father

I am broken but I am hopin’

Daughter to father, daughter to father

I am crying, a part of me’s dying and

and These are, these are

The confessions of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes, your polar sweater

I dream of another you

The one who would never (never)

Leave me alone to pick up the pieces

Daddy to hold me, that’s what I needed

So why’d you have to go

Why’d you have to go

Why’d you have to go!!

Daughter to father, daughter to father

I don’t know you, but I still want to

Daughter to father, daughter to father

Tell me the truth, did you ever love me

Cause these are, these are

The confessions of a broken heart, of a broken heart

I love you,

I love you

I love you

I….!!!!!

I loved you!!

Daughter to father, daughter to father

I don’t know you, but I still want to

Daughter to father, daughter to father

Tell me the truth…

Did you ever love me!!!?

Did you ever love me?

These are…..

The confessions…of a broken heart

And I wait for the postman to bring me a letter..

(By Lindsay Lohan)