am i a hazard to myself ???

Last week i’ve change my hair colour…huhuhu…boring dah ngan kaler lame, tukar kaler baru… jgn terkejut kalo jumpe aku ngan rambut merah…!!! wahahahaha…ni bukan iklan citer hantu korea, ni kaler rambut aku yg baru….check it out….!

Redline’95

and when people step out this redline ,
i will never let them to go ,
never laugh cos this is the dead end ,
it is my end for its start to go ,

and when people step out this redline ,
means no other place need to go ,
let the future past in the mean time ,
and the great night kill all alone ,

it was u .. call me and told me ,
help me up and shine up my life ,
it was u .. call me again till lonely aaaa ,
it was u .. call me and told me ,
blur my eyes and tell me to do ,
is was u told me the lies i always spoke ,

and when people step out this redline ,
i will never let them to go ,
never laugh cos this is the dead end ,
it is my end for its start to go ,

and when people step out this redline ,
means no other place need to go ,
let the future past in the mean time ,
and the great night kill all alone ,

it was u .. call me and told me ,
help me up and shine up my life ,
it was u .. call me again till lonely aaaaa ,
it was u .. call me and told me ,
help me up and shine up my life ,
is was u told me the lies i always spoke ,

it was u .. call me and told me ,
help me up and shine up my life ,
it was u .. call me again till lonely aaaaa ,
it was u .. call me and told me ,
blur my eyes and tell me to do ,
it was u .. told me the lies i always do …

(BY  SHIZUKA)

Exibition at PWTC mmg grand gile, tapi yg x grand nye time tu plak i got a fever..huhuhu…xlarat pn terpakse pegi…lame gak x sihat, dlm 4 ari baru sembuh…at dat time aku bermlm 2 hari kat setiawangsa, umah aida n 1 nite kat gombak umah ucu,adeq nani…dlm pd demam sempat lg ke KLCC, saje jenjalan sambil tu dapat kawan baru, anayana namenye…

TEMAN TAPI MESRA

(By RATU)

huhuhu…smalam ari valentine…but i’m not celebrating valentine…i’m releasing myself with playing bowling…..sronok gak, actually sume org x plan pun, last2 minit nak balik keje baru dpt information nak pi main bowling kat summit…walaupun i’m not best at bowling, yang penting baling jerk…!!! longkang pun longkang arh…!!! huhuhu…

KETIDAKWARASAN PADAKU

ketidakwarasan padaku
membuat bayangmu slalu ada
menentramkan malamku
mendamaikan tidurku

ketidakwarsan padaku
membuat hidupku lebih tenang
aku takkan sadari
bahwa kau tak lagi di sini

aku mulai nyaman
berbicara pada dinding kamar
aku takkan tenang
saat sehatku datang

ketidakwarasan padaku
slimut tebal hati rapuhku
berkah atau kutukan
namamu yang ku sebut

aku mulai nyaman
berbicara pada dinding kamar
aku takkan tenang
saat sehatku datang

suara hati takkan mati
jika jiwa terus menari dan bermimpi…

(By SHEILA ON 7)

Its about 2 month i dont speak to my father, i know i’m such a bad daughter but i really cant stand to heard such a crap dat he said to me, maybe im too ego, maybe im too emotional..we’re always argue about anything, perhaps we’ll never understand each other anymore…
silent doesn’t mean that i agreed, if that were so, then I would say, why bother? but there are things I know I’ll never see, I’m sure his heart knows what I don’t yet know.. He want only that I grow up acording to him, but i know what right is, and what don’t…I have to learn to wield my inner light, n if I follow him, well, then I won’t…i’m sorry i hav to betray…

To Abah:
I’m really2 sorry for the anger in the air,
Though we fight, my love is always there…

Confessions Of A Broken Heart

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter

and I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better

And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders

Family in crisis that only grows older

Why’d you have to go

Why’d you have to go

Why’d you have to go

Daughter to father, daughter to father

I am broken but I am hopin’

Daughter to father, daughter to father

I am crying, a part of me’s dying and

and These are, these are

The confessions of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes, your polar sweater

I dream of another you

The one who would never (never)

Leave me alone to pick up the pieces

Daddy to hold me, that’s what I needed

So why’d you have to go

Why’d you have to go

Why’d you have to go!!

Daughter to father, daughter to father

I don’t know you, but I still want to

Daughter to father, daughter to father

Tell me the truth, did you ever love me

Cause these are, these are

The confessions of a broken heart, of a broken heart

I love you,

I love you

I love you

I….!!!!!

I loved you!!

Daughter to father, daughter to father

I don’t know you, but I still want to

Daughter to father, daughter to father

Tell me the truth…

Did you ever love me!!!?

Did you ever love me?

These are…..

The confessions…of a broken heart

And I wait for the postman to bring me a letter..

(By Lindsay Lohan)