am i a hazard to myself ???

i try 2 believe dat everyone is nice,sumwhere deep down inside their heart, but now i begin 2 lose faith,4 there’s people who will do anything just 2 get their way.. i try 2 be nice and try 2 treat them fair,i try 2 stop thinking bad bout them,n from judging them too quickly, but da more i get 2 know them da more i get annoyed easily.. i tried 2 control and calm myself down,so dat i won’t create a conflict n avoid from being a trouble maker..
everyone wants 2 be loved and cared 4,but i do not know for sure da person i am,n i do not know what da others think of me..i know i’ve done a lot of mistakes in da past,some silly,some ridiculous,some crazy,some annoying,n i’m not hate myself for who i am,i’m so ignorant of da rules of life..not knowing how 2 live or knowing how 2 love.. what more i have 2 believe in da person i’ve met,n who can i trust?when they don’t even trust me.. how do I know 4 sure if I’m doing da rite things,2 care or 2 ignore them,i do not have a clue..

can someone guide me…???

MISSUNDAZTOOD

I might be the way
Everybody likes to say
I know watcha thinking about me
There might be a day
You might have a certain way
But you don’t have mu luxuries
And it’s me I know
I know my name ’cause I say it proud
Everything I want I always do

Lookin’ for the right track
Always on the wrong track
But are you catchin’ all these tracks
That I’m layin’ down for you

There’s a song I was listening to
Up all night
There’s a voice I’m hearing
Saying it’s alright
When I’m happy I am sad
But everything’s good
It’s not that complicated
I’m just misunderstood

There might be a day
Everything it goes my way
Can’t you think I know I’m superfly
I might see a world
In a world inside of you
Then I might just say goodbye
And it’s my name I know
I say it loud ’cause I’m really proud
Of all the things I used to do

Well it’s the wrong track
Looking for the right track
And are you catchin’ all these tracks
That I’m laying down for you

there’s a song I was listening..

Looking for the right track
always on the wrong track
But are you catchin’ all these tracks
That I’m laying down for you

There’s a song I was listening to
Up all night
There’s a voice I am hearing
Saying it’s alright
I was taken for granted
But it’s all good
‘Cause I’ll do it again
I’m just misunderstood

(By Pink)

xtvts around last week quit happening….pi tengok kwn2 lwn bola…mlm plak ade mlm gemilang karya…gave supported pade lini, wawa n adik nini,congatulation …korang bawak watak dgan baik dlm teater tu..Then, its just another damn day for me..why i have to meet dat situation in dat condition..forgive me if i’m wrong, just don wanna complicated things n don wanna to think bout it rite now..so, please…give me a break…

KITA
Disaat kita bersama,
diwaktu kita tertawa menangis merenung,
oleh cinta
Kau coba hapuskan rasa,
rasa dimana kau melayang jauh dari jiwaku,
juga mimpiku
Biarlah biarlah, hariku dan harimu
Terbelenggu satu oleh ucapan manismu

Dan kau bisikkan kata cinta
Kau telah percikkan, rasa sayang
Pastikan kita seirama
Walau terikat, rasa hina

Sekilas kau tampak layu, jika kau rindukan gelak tawa yang warnai
lembar jalan kita

Reguk dan reguklah, mimpiku dan mimpimu
Terbelenggu satu, oleh ucapan janjimu

Dan kau bisikkan kata cinta
Kau telah percikkan, rasa sayang
Pastikan kita seirama
Walau terikat, rasa hina

Dan kau bisikkan kata cinta
Kau telah percikkan, rasa sayang
Pastikan kita seirama
Walau terikat, rasa hina

Dan kau bisikkan kata cinta
Kau telah percikkan, rasa sayang
Akankah kita seirama
Saat terikat, rasa hina…

(By Shiela On 7)

Without water we have almost nothing..But as we have it. We are almost everything…dis week asyik xde air jer kt hostel, cam pelarian asyik pi carik air nak mandi..pi mandi kat umah member, pi mandi kat surau,pi mandi kat masjid..ish teruk betul la unikl ni, x bayar bil air ke ape? menyusahkan tul la…

WATER RUNS DRY 

We don’t even talk any more
We don’t even know what we argue about
Don’t even say ‘I love you’ no more
‘Cause saying how we feel is no longer allowed
Some people work things out
And some just don’t know how to change

Let’s don’t wait ’til the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let’s don’t wait ’til the water runs dry
We’ll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don’t do it baby

Now they can see the tears in our eyes
But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
Well maybe it’s a pain we can’t hide
Cause everybody knows that we’re both torn apart
Why do we hurt each other?
Why do we push love away?

Some people will work things out
And some just don’t know how to change

(By Boyz II Men)
p/s: lagu ni xde kene mengene ngan xde air kt ostel pun…

When nothing goes right, when days become night, when hope becomes hopeless, when goals get dim.. When the dreams i have begin to shatter. When life in front of me seems like a battle, And everything begins to rattle..When i get numb about anything that happens to me, when nothing turns right..i’ll remember there is always going to be a ray of light, That will guide me all the way through. So i’ll keep patience and calm and nothing shall be harmed…Trust and believe in myself. Where there is will there is a way…

AKU TANPA CINTA

Telah ku mungkiri janjiku lagi
Walau seribu kali
Ku ulang sendiri
Aku takkan tempuh lagi
Apakah kau terima cintaku lagi
Setelah ku berpaling
Dari pandanganMu
Yang kabur kerna jahilnya aku

Mengapa cintaMu tak pernah hadir
Subur dalam jiwaku
Agarku tetap bahagia
Tanpa cintaku tetaplah Kau di sana
Aku tanpa cintaMu
Bagai layang-layang terputus talinya

Telah ku mungkiri janjiku lagi
Walau seribu kali
Ku ulang sendiri
Aku takkan tempuh lagi
Apakah kau terima cintaku lagi
Setelah ku berpaling
Dari pandanganMu
Yang kabur kerna jahilnya aku

Masihkah ada sekelumit belas
Mengemis kasihMu Tuhan
Untukku berpaut dan bersandar
Aku di sini kan tetap terus mencuba
Untuk beroleh cintaMu
Walau ranjaunya menusuk pedih

(By Mirwana & Jay Jay)

Uih, pening kpale minggu ni…test ade, quiz pun ade..paper pun, sume kene skor jugak..carry mark kene stabil walau ape care skalipun..hehehe…fasting month just about 2 week je lagi, byk lagi ari x ganti ni..ujung minggu ni might be da best day for me, i hope so…

BELIEVE IT OR NOT

Believe it or not everyone have things that they hide
Believe it or not everyone keep most things inside
Believe it or not everyone believe in something above
Believe it or not everyone need to feel loved, feel loved
But we don’t, and we won’t until we figure out

Could someone deliver us and send us some kind of sign
So close to giving up ’cause faith is so hard to find
But you don’t, and you won’t until we figure out

I’ve seen it a lot every time the world turns upside down
Believe it or not most of us feel like we’re losing ground
Believe it or not everyone hate admitting fear
Believe it or not most of us wanna know why we’re here, why we’re here
But we don’t, and we won’t until we figure out

Could someone deliver us and send us some kind of sign
So close to giving up ’cause faith is so hard to find
Someone deliver us, just send us some kind of sign
So close to giving up ’cause faith is so hard to find
But you don’t, you won’t until we figure out

Most of us have nothing to complain about
Most of us have things we could live without
Everyone need advice on how to get along
You don’t, we won’t until we figure out

Believe it or not everyone

Believe it or not everyone have things that they hide
Believe it or not everyone keep most things inside
Believe it or not everyone believe in something above
Believe it or not everyone need to feel loved, feel loved
But we don’t, and we won’t until we figure out

Could someone deliver us and send us some kind of sign
So close to giving up ’cause faith is so hard to find
Someone deliver us, just send us some kind of sign
So close to giving up ’cause faith is so hard to find
But you don’t, and you won’t until we figure out
You don’t, and you won’t until we figure out

(By Nickelback)

knaper yerk? nape rase cam x sedap ati jerk..i hav many frens but,why i felt like dis? entah la..sumtime i feel like wanna be alone, lari drp semue org..yerla,how do u feel if u have frens dat started don wanna shared sumthing / story with u,don like u hav another frens,don like ur work,started talking behind ur back n don even think dat u’re important..?pretending like we’re close but we’re not..naper bley jadik camni yer..?tapi xpe,i still can handle it,aku anggap bende2 ni sume mcm ayat yg aku suke ni.."kadang2 Allah hilangkan skejap matahari, kendian Dia datangkan pulak guruh n kilat..Puas kite menangis mencari mane matahari kite..rupe2nye,Allah nak hadiahkan kite pelangi indah…"insyaAllah..
i luv all my frens,but do they luv me???i don even know…

DI ATAS NORMAL

Fikiranku
tak dapat kumengerti
kaki dikepala
kepala dikaki

Fikiranku
patutnya menyadari
siapa yang harus
dan tak harus kucari

tetapi tak dapat ku mengerti

Sesuatu
yang baru kusadari
kau tinggalkanku
tanpa sebab yang pasti
sesuatu yang harusnya terjadi
kau sakiti aku
kau yang harus ku benci

tetapi tak dapat ku mengerti
tetapi tak dapat ku mengerti

ku mencari sesuatu yang telah pergi
ku mencari hati yang kubenci
ku mencari sesuatu yang tak kembali
ku mencari hati yang kubenci

ku mencari
tetap tak dapat kutemui
ku mencari hati yang kubenci

(By Peter Pan)

huhu..kene siapkan assignment group dis month la..hopefully assignment2 ni will be better la drpd assignment sem lepas..coz carry mark aku sem lepas cam sial jer..i’m gonna work hard 4 dis sem..ujung minggu ni kene balik kuantan lak,got 2 settle my MARA agreement..huhu..pakcik kayo la x lame lagi…miss my family so much!

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

Like my fathers come to pass
Twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

(By GreenDay)

Ni part yg paling susah nih..!i’m a kind of person who alwayz got problem with like and luv.sumtime i really get confuse which one i like or which one i luv..i used 2 dump people n people also used 2 dump me..huhu..its just da way of life rite!donno why never gonna get it 2gether n never gonna get any better..So,i ain’t got nobody dat i can depend on..just me..

TENTANG SESEORANGTeruntukmu hatiku, ingin ku bersuara
Merangkai semua tanya, imaji yang terlintas
Berjalan pada satu Tanya slalu menggangguku
Seseorang itukah dirimu kasih

Kepada yang tercinta inginku mengeluh
Semua resah di diri mencari jawab pasti
Akankah seseorang yang diinginkan kan hadir
Raut halus menyelimuti jantungku

Cinta hanyalah cinta, hidup dan mati untukmu
Mungkinkah semua Tanya kau yang jawab
Dan tentang seseorang itu pula dirimu
Ku bersumpah akan mencinta

(By Ada Band)